as far as regretting goes

There was this time during High school. Lei and I used to be close, like, closer than now because I liked him and all, right? I began to lose hope and then we drifted apart. And then everything went downhill from there, when Rosie and I had a fight, while Vanilla also drifted towards men (slut). Like.... There was that empty space in time, everything was so bleak. It was a short amount of time before I met Errol and Meygan.... but that short time, when I was there, it seemed so long and never ending. I actually still think back and wonder what would happen if I had done things differently. But of course, I just wonder. I am pretty much content with my life now, I don't really plan on changing anything just yet. But as far as regretting goes, that's it for me.