as far as regretting goes

There was this time during High school. Lei and I used to be close, like, closer than now because I liked him and all, right? I began to lose hope and then we drifted apart. And then everything went downhill from there, when Rosie and I had a fight, while Vanilla also drifted towards men (slut). Like.... There was that empty space in time, everything was so bleak. It was a short amount of time before I met Errol and Meygan.... but that short time, when I was there, it seemed so long and never ending. I actually still think back and wonder what would happen if I had done things differently. But of course, I just wonder. I am pretty much content with my life now, I don't really plan on changing anything just yet. But as far as regretting goes, that's it for me.

first year WCA

Aww... so I saw this video (This one, click here) and I couldn't help but reminisce about our first year in WCA. :> So fun!!!

Saki's mind

My mind is full of shit. Yet I'm always craving for more. And I'm not talking about literal shit, I'm talking about Mysterious...shit. I always want to decode that shit, or solve this shit or I don't know. Remember I was always instigating the Murder Game? I always loved playing detective. Hmmm...either that or I'm thinking about patterns in my behaviour. There are times when I'm especially ecstatic and impulsive, and one of those times are now.

Either way, my mind is always thirsty for something to mull over.

Daddy and Mommy

My dad and I are really close. He knows everything about me, generally because I tell him everything...because I can't keep my mouth shut. He even knows about Errol, but he, obviously, disapproves. Not strongly, though, he just doesn't like the kid. Anyway, yeah, we're really close and we tease each other a lot and shit. He's always in a great mood! My mother on the other hand...always in a bad mood. Well, I spent time with her during my pre-Agoge days (since I was at the South during that time). I was really pressed on making her proud of me... in fact, I still am. hahahahah! because she never speaks to me! I mean when we're together I'm the only one yapping and yapping and she'll nod, blatantly showing that she isn't listening. She doesn't have stories to tell?? I mean, at least dad says something back!!

Hmm, but there was this one Christmas when we were at Mars. I saw Errol talking to my mother! That embarrassing nut. And then he came to me and said "What a lovely woman your mother is!" and then he went waltzing away.... Didn't know what to make of that, since he was fairly drunk. and then My mother came to me and pointed at Errol and said "That Diamond is who you like? He's not bad." she said!!!! :OOO I didn't think she was listening to me, I guess my good memory came from her (although, no surprises there!).

answered questions

Well, I'm a princess....like a big major one, not just a cousin of some royal people. I'm actually in the royal ruling family.... so.... the question of where my money comes from.... is already answered, I assume. :)