It's time. (I)

Hi. It's me. I'm blogging just before I do something totally crazy.

How did this start? Well, the day started out like every other day, so let's skip all the way to 6 pm. This is usually the time when Henri and I get together to go to the forest and look for adventure. Tonight we plan to just camp out, or maybe sleep under the stars if the weather permits it. The weather did not permit it. In fact, we didn't even have time to go looking for adventure because we got really into building the tent (turns out, Saturnian and Martian tents look completely different from each other). By the time we were done with the tent, it started pouring. At least we had a tent. And also, Henri brought a TV series that Nigel handed to him ("to give Henri a soul" direct quotation from Thorton himself). The series was "How I met your mother". We finished season 1, and the season finale got me really thinking.

I've tried so hard already. How many times have I failed? I'm sick of this. I should just get it over with and move on, until I finally get with the right guy. I'm just so tired of being single! But I didn't really arrive to this conclusion on my own. Henri also encouraged me and gave me his support, and he told me about this girl Errol was seeing in Mars. And it made me both depressed and energized, if that makes sense.
This passed month, I've gotten closer to Henri. How? I asked him spontaneously if he wanted to go on adventures with me. To my surprise, he said yes. So...I decided to do something really really spontaneous.

So Henri and I ran and ran and ran in the storm, all the way to House A--to where the president lives, to where we could really get a major hit to our grades---and all for what? All for Errol. All for finally confirming it, and just letting it all out.

So now, I'm going to scream his name to the window of his room, outside of House A, while it's storming like crazy...just like in the TV series. Henri's beside me, cheering me on, making me feel like I can really do this. I wonder...what will happen next?