August worries

Arghhg.

the presentation of the play is coming near! I'm feeling anxious! But also, I want it to end already. Our genre is action, so our bodies has been aching all over from all the movements. And our play is a kind of serious forbidden love story, and it's hard to memorize the lines.... My character is in between major and minor. I'm the one who seems like the main bad guy, but it's actually Lil! Dun-dun-duuuun! (our play is also suspeeense??)
I hope House C would be more...rowdy. I don't really see much motivation in the others. Especially from Aira. She usually zones off. Eri can afford to be quiet since she's so smart, reeling in a huge pile of points. Cain is becoming more active, since he's our Cleopatra... while Lil and Mai are energetic as usual........ I wonder why? I especially wonder at Lil. She's a prefect and yet she doesn't seem so stressed? I guess she got used to it. House C is over all cooperative, except for Aira and Alvin. I feel that Alvin is so distant... it's weird cause he's an old student.

Anyhow, studies. I've been studying a lot with Meygan and Errol, who are both strangely giving their all... so I'm kind of being influenced. Which is a good thing, right? Hahaa! At least we're studying, right?

So, summary! I'm doing good with studies, but having trouble memorizing lines and acting in general. I think I'm too stiff? Good thing I'm a villain. :P

ALSO! We've been talking a lot in our club lately, and things are becoming exciting! We have a lot of plans during the time of the play presentation. And I think I'm focusing my energy on that instead of the play itself.

goodbyes, regrets and too much studying

Five years ago was kind of sad.

I had only one more year until Agoge, so I was all fired up. But that was also the year Ray and Li left for their Agoge. And that was the last time I ever saw my cousin Sam's face. He really never returned from Agoge, and of course, the royal family sent a search team for him. His body was found and almost not identified. It was a brutal murder, but also with some complicated medical reason. I feel really sad whenever I think back on his 12-years-old face, saying goodbye to me, to Li. At least I still got to see Li again, right? And I didn't really get many chances to bond with Sam before Agoge. Also, Ray ran away five years ago, so I sneaked to get his file to follow him....only to realize that he was found a year later, exactly after the first week of my Agoge.

It was really a suckish year. All I remember are goodbyes, regrets and too much studying.

Happy

Hot-tempered, this fella'...let me tell you.

If you just leave this person alone, he/she will be okay. Don't anger this person. He/she will strike.
I think this person's got a very soft side deep deep deep down. And he/she does some really unexpected things. I guess he/she is bold. And frank. Unlike some. I've had some pretty memorable moments with this person, actually. Hahha. Good times. I don't think he/she is very fond of me, though. I don't really dislike this person. I mean, hot-headed, nasty mouth, volatile.... that's kind of like me.

I think this person is really happy right now.