Friday, November 19, 2010

my first love

So I read Vanilla's blog about her first love and I decided to write mine as well.
Wait, who was it, exactly?
I'm not sure if it was Li are Lei... I've known Li for a long time, and he might've been the first guy I actually looked at as a man... but, you know. He's like a brother to me. It's just... he was comfortable with me and used to change in front of me (just shirts, though). And who in their right mind would not look at him as a man after that? He's got a nice body, too, since we have war-based school.

On the other hand, I looked at Lei in a sincerely pure way, which is why I think he's my first love. Of course, we met during high school, and I immediately befriended him because I thought (NOTE THE PAST TENSE FRIAS) that he was handsome. Because, yeah, I'm a slut. I roll that way. I knew that I was irritating him. It was painfully painted all over his face. He was a very very very silent and mysterious guy back then so I was enchanted. He warmed up to me, later on, so I got to know that he's actually energetic deep inside. And really clueless about life. Very kiddy. And he sees girls as "cooties". I think I was the first girl he told this to because we used to be really close.
I didn't give up on my love yet, when I learned of those totally turny-offy facts about him. I actually thought it was adorable.
And then he joined the poetry club and got a bit serious with literature.
then he started unleashing his true self more when he got closer to Ceika-dude, Eji and Lee, forming the "HB" band.
And then he went out with Paris.
And then he became all quiet again.
And then... I wanted something to drink... so I went to get a drink in the caf, and I saw something really beautiful. And I forgot all about Lei.

Hey, that actually sounds sweet. :-D

6 comments:

  1. so technically you didn't stop loving me. You just saw someone else. What if I kill this someone else? What would happen then?

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  2. I would hate you forever for killing him.

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  3. not that Lei can. the one you love is probably super cool and super strong, right? :D

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  4. nah, Lei probably can. He's a totally useless person.

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  5. Yeah, and I'm cooler compared to that wimpy bitch. And Saki was IN LOVE~ with me. And she thought I was handsome. THOUGHT, but still. I appreciate it.

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