Cheer up charm

I was feeling really irritated at the universe. I don't know why, but the universe just likes tormenting me. I bet it finally gave in to Spellman. Tsk.
It was my room! It was in complete chaos. I woke up and saw it and that just ruined it for me. I felt like beating my personal maid. Ugh. So I really wanted to talk to someone decent. Not my father cause he's obviously not decent. Not my mother, too. We just don't talk... She's busy. So I ran to Ray. And I wanted to pour my heart out on him, to make myself feel better... But you know what happened? He was the one who poured out all his anger on me. No, he didn't beat me up. He just shouted and ranted about that one cushion. JUST A FUCKING CUSHION! My room is much bigger than a cushion, thank you very much.

I walked out of him when I realized he wasn't talking to me anymore (It was more to himself). The first person I thought about was Li. I've been planning on visiting him anyway so I did.
It was already afternoon when I saw him. He said he liked my new hair.
He was busying himself up with this vehicle. I talked to him for a bit and it made me feel a little better.
He's different from when we were children...

I started my way home when Li had to take his vehicle thing somewhere. But then Errol rung me and invited me to go to a carnival.
When was the last time I went to a carnival...?
I said sure! It was exactly what I needed : Errol and Carnival.

It felt like we were on drugs. Everything was colourful and fun in a dizzy way. We took a picture, too.

That's my new hair! When I think about it, this is the only picture of me and Errol having cheap fun. Drinking and eating random stuff... going on crazy rides... the creepy clowns, the freaky shows... It felt nice. It cheered me up veyr much. We both needed it. He really looked like crap in the beginning, and I can't say I looked better.
It was really fun for me, but I sensed that he needed something else. I'm glad to make him happy for even just that time, though. I wish I could cheer him up better...