Cheer up charm

I was feeling really irritated at the universe. I don't know why, but the universe just likes tormenting me. I bet it finally gave in to Spellman. Tsk.
It was my room! It was in complete chaos. I woke up and saw it and that just ruined it for me. I felt like beating my personal maid. Ugh. So I really wanted to talk to someone decent. Not my father cause he's obviously not decent. Not my mother, too. We just don't talk... She's busy. So I ran to Ray. And I wanted to pour my heart out on him, to make myself feel better... But you know what happened? He was the one who poured out all his anger on me. No, he didn't beat me up. He just shouted and ranted about that one cushion. JUST A FUCKING CUSHION! My room is much bigger than a cushion, thank you very much.

I walked out of him when I realized he wasn't talking to me anymore (It was more to himself). The first person I thought about was Li. I've been planning on visiting him anyway so I did.
It was already afternoon when I saw him. He said he liked my new hair.
He was busying himself up with this vehicle. I talked to him for a bit and it made me feel a little better.
He's different from when we were children...

I started my way home when Li had to take his vehicle thing somewhere. But then Errol rung me and invited me to go to a carnival.
When was the last time I went to a carnival...?
I said sure! It was exactly what I needed : Errol and Carnival.

It felt like we were on drugs. Everything was colourful and fun in a dizzy way. We took a picture, too.

That's my new hair! When I think about it, this is the only picture of me and Errol having cheap fun. Drinking and eating random stuff... going on crazy rides... the creepy clowns, the freaky shows... It felt nice. It cheered me up veyr much. We both needed it. He really looked like crap in the beginning, and I can't say I looked better.
It was really fun for me, but I sensed that he needed something else. I'm glad to make him happy for even just that time, though. I wish I could cheer him up better...

To be blamed

I'm going to get my hair done this Saturday!
My father decided to grant my wish since I've been in such a bad mood with Elie's room.

They wasted raw materials on it!! King Ar heard about this room thing (IT WASN'T ME! *hint hint*) and told dad that he shouldn't bother with it because it was okay for Elie not to have her own room. It would be for the best. Yes, the best. My father canceled the room thing, fully convinced of the absurdity of it. I wish they realised that sooner... NOW the materials are wasted!! It's all stinking Elie's fault! ): |

That brat...

I'm not happy with what's going on.

First. Father ordered for Elie's room to be built in the castle so that she didn't have to sleep in the guest room all the time.

Second. Ray's being awfully OCD with this room. He's been pressuring the carpenters... It's so annoying.

Why don't you just let her sleep in your bloody room, huh?! At least we wouldn't have to build that brat her room... ): |