The place where my heart belongs...

YEY!!!

I'm back to Saturn!!

And before any violent reactions, NO! I was not in Earth. I was in Mars, remember? I spent Christmas and New Year there... And I've been there uptil now.

I really missed the Saturnian air. *sniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiifffffffff* smells so kinky~
Anywho... I've recently been very sensitive about my surroundings in Mars. In other words I was going mad. Who wouldn't go mad?! When you wake up, you greet a gloomy red sky the seems to be frowning down on you. And at night, there are only four satelites. FOUR. What a disaster!

And everyone's so cold... and disciplined. But I do think they're a generous bunch of people. And I was the one flattered when I saw the way they looked at Ray... They looked at him with respect and admiration. They lookes at Elie normally, but Ray was really something.

And I only got to see little of King Ar. Pity... I wanted to go berserk in front of him, just in spite. I wonder how he would've reacted? OH GOSH! Maybe he'll cancel Ray and Elie's engagement!!! DAMN... I should've gone berserk after all...

But then again, I don't have the guts to display such actions.
Aside from the reputation our family (My father's not part of the family) and the Saturnians have to keep, and Ray's murderous looks when I act shamelessly, I actually am scared to go berserk in front of King Ar...

You must be thinking he's this Ban Ru, almighty kind of guy... He's not. He actually looks fragile and discontent. And he has this beautiful soft voice (But I only remember him asking about my health). He looks so uneasy whenever I see him, and he's always wiping invisible sweat from his forehead. (It's an allegory, idiots)... And I also have this gut-feeling thing not to disappoint him. Like he's going to lose it if I go berserk in front of him. And when I say lose it, I mean his life.


Plus, he always has this square gadget in his hand. And he always shows this to Elie (and us, sorta) when he's going to leave. I asked Elie about it, but it seems that she has never noticed it. I also asked Ray, but he said (rather irritably too) that no one tells him about anything around Mars.

Maybe that's why he's so against this whole Saturn-Mars collab thing. To begin with, the two planet are so different. Mars is all about technology, while Saturn is an agricultural planet. You see?
How my father and King Ar became friends, I will never know...

But then again, I should ask my father how... And maybe I'll tell you some other time!
Right now I have to go to my room and enjoy the freedom and warmth that home gives off. :)

Boom the boom tak tak

Wow. It's 2010. Only two years til the Earth supposedly ends.

Oh well. It's not Saturn so I don't mind.
And besides...Earth still exists in the 2626th centrury. There's no way it'll just self-destruct like that. Riiiiight??

right.

So it's the year of the Metal Tiger. It has a nice ring to it, doesn't it? Metal Tiger. That SO beats rat any day. Why does Lei get stinking metal tiger while all I get is a lame year of the rat/mouse?? That's just wrong. And by the time it returns again, I'm like, what? 37 or something? It SUCKs.

I don't want to start to year with unpleasant ramblings, though.
I am so far away from the sun but I can hear their noise. It's dazzling to look at though--the fireworks, I mean. Such big things, going boom in space. Lovely.